questionable week

weird things surfaced over the past few days. i attempted many things but flopped at the execution stage.

track training was a disaster. last wednesday, i finished a long run with a pair of painful lungs and knees. fitness might be a factor but i do not remember experiencing anything like that when i do my morning walks to office.

my last golf class (for beginners) was like a billard session. coach made us practise with fairway woods and i had problems lifting the ball off the ground. somehow, my swings went haywire and i even had some airshots. as a result, 90% of my balls rolled and hit other balls lying on the fairway (i actually "pocket" some balls into the pin). i am very worried for my pc test on 23/6 because i want to do well.

met up with my uni gang last friday where we dined and sang. my uni friends are a fantastic group of people who went through thick and thin together in school and it is really a bless to be able to maintain this friendship beyond our stint in sim. *heart my gang* the food at hard rock was good. i loved the argus beef in my burger. unfortunately, the noise level got pretty high when the live band started playing. hence, we adjourned to partyworld @ shenton way for another round of fun. it was my first time hearing my friends sing and they are really good singers except for me. i guess i embarrassed myself and all the bathroom singers.

went back to office earlier to check on the systems for tomorrow's ministerial forum. i will definitely pray for a day of fun.

someone msn-ed me on saturday and asked if my ex was unfaithful to me.

in return, i asked her : "how do you define as being unfaithful"
her: "when she looks for someone else while being in the r/s with you?"
me: "you just answered your own question"
her: "why did you all apply for flat when the r/s was not stable?"
me: "we were stable when we applied and it was her idea. i was actually against it but she said that her mind was set"
her: "oh, it's her decision as to who she wanna marry"
me: "yes, everybody?"

in my previous entry, i mentioned about staying committed before any other plans can take place. when people asked me what happened to my relationship with serene, i could only relate whatever she conveyed to me because i am still in the dark over everything. perhaps i will discuss more in my next entry....